My dear sister
It's such a great gift from God to have a sister, who stands by you and support you always. for me my sister is such a great person , she helped me through all the steps of my life , she's the most person who understands me , and advice me , she's the one who helps me feel important and successful , she believes in me and my personality , she believes in my abilities and pushes me forward in life . I am a shy person, I am not the type who initiate a conversation , I never look for friends but I wait for them , she helped me to become social , I have many friends now , many acquaintances , and still asking for more and she played a big role in expanding my social circle . She stood by me when I felt depressed , when I felt lonely , when I fell in love with someone who's not worth it , and she helped me to get over him , and she's helping me getting over a recent crush that really confused my life and made me totally upset and weird , she always reminded me that I am a lovely person and that him not caring for me doesn’t mean I am not important , but instead she reminded me that he's just not the one, and there are many fish in the sea.
As a teenager , I lived a horrible period of confusions and anxieties lately , its something normal that every teen passes through , but she always stood by me and helped me pass these phases successfully . For me Huda is a giant will where I can keep my secrets safely , she's always there to listen and share my secrets , she never told my secrets to anyone , she never laughed at them or thought they where silly , I always ask her advice and she always gave them to me generously. When she makes me mad , she never sleeps without making up with me , even if she remembered that at the middle of the night , but we always makeup before we sleep , I just cant wake up the next day not talking to her , even if she really made me so upset I quickly forgive her because I love her a lot and I think her faults never exceed her love to me , I believe that loving a person makes you forget all their faults , and that’s true , if I made a balance between the positive things in her and the negative things , I find the negative too little to compare with the positive , therefore the positive side of the balance would quickly swing down due to the much positive things in her that a balance cannot hold.
I can do anything to make her happy, anything that makes her happy makes me happy, anything that annoys her annoys me; anything that makes her cry makes me want to cry. When she gets a strike from someone, I feel the pain she's feeling as if im the one stroked. When I see her tears running down her face, I feel a choke in my throat, when someone hurts her I feel I want to hurt him/her back, I am able to hurt anyone who hurts her, she's someone whose so special to me and I am totally ready to be her protective armor, even if it meant being mean or aggressive.
When someone hurts her, I feel it's me to blame, how come I made someone hurt her? How come this happened when im around, how come I stood there doing nothing, watching my sister getting strikes from her closest peeps?
Why does she protect me and never allow something that hurts me and I sometimes fail to do that? I know that sometimes I can't do anything to stop it, but to console her and encourage her.
She recently got many strikes from very close people, and I was shocked of that, you can never believe that these people could ever hurt her but they do! How come they have a heart to hurt a soft and lovely girl like Huda, why do these people love to make her sad, love to see her crying, enjoy torturing her, why do they deny their love to her? Why do these people play with her feelings and whenever they want her they come close to her and whenever they don’t want her they put her on the shelve ?
The truth is that She is the most gentle and wonderful sister, she's a very strong person, not weak as some people think she is, when she cries, its not a sign of weakness, it’s just that she is recharging her batteries , her energy and throwing away her sorrows , yes this is Huda , a loving caring and strong person , she's so soft and sensitive yet so strong and confident , she never put you down , she never lingers to help others , she pours love and care to the ones she love , she's just a great person.
Last but not least , Huda I would like you to know how much you mean to me , and how much you made a change in my life , you helped me through good and bad and held my hand when I needed advice and awareness , you gave me all the love a sister could give , and you where always there for me , remember that I love you a lot and that I am always there for you whenever you need me , its time for me to take care of you and protect you and advice you , and don’t forget that if anyone makes you cry I wont hesitate to put my finger in his eye , because you deserve it and I will always be the guard and defense whenever you needed me , believe me if anyone hurt you I am ready to take revenge even if they where close to me or someone I love .
Your sisters for ever
Gogy
