Friends Eternal

Friends Eternal

You're a true friend, that I want you to know, Our love for each other has helped us to grow.We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through, The only one I ever trusted was you.
You helped me through anger, you've chased away fears. You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears.
You stayed by my side when the world turned away. You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray.
You were the rainbowat the end of the storm. You help me be different when I shouldn't conform. You held my hand when you knew we would fall. Every heartache, you saw me through it all.
I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you, I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true.

When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn, I'll help you through and I'll share your concern.
I'll try my best to return every favor, When you're sure that you'll drown, then I'll be your lifesaver; Even if we both go down.
Whether we sink or swim doesn't matter at all, Just know that I'll be therewhenever you call.
I'll pull you out when life pulls you under. I'll be the sun when there's lightning and thunder.

And when it's all over, And we've fought every war, There's one thing I promise, Of this I am sure, When the time comes that we're put to our rest. Be sure that you know that, My friend, you're the best.
And if there is Heaven, then I know you'll be there, That if you die first then you'll hear every prayer.And soon I'll join you, but just know until then. That I'll miss you each day 'til I see you again.
At the end of the tunnel, you'll be my guiding light, You'll lead me to heaven, away from the night. We'll be there together, and we'll never grow old. And we'll walk hand in hand On the streets paved of gold.

for my best friend

This is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friend.

REMEMBER

As I sit alone With the warm sun on my back I realise something’s missing A part of me which lacks.
Could it be the trees,Reaching for the sky?Or could it be the children,Walking home, who pass me by?
Perhaps, I miss the birds,Chirping sweetly above my head?All I feel is restlessness A part of me is dead.
I know now what it is.Now I realise what is wrong.It’s the feeling, they call solitude,All my friends are gone.
Of course I know,That as we grow,We have to make our way,We all must plot a different course,To go by everyday.
I always thought my friendships,Would be round,Just like the moon But you see,I am not ready,For it all to end so soon.
I miss their happy laughter,Floating on the wind.I miss the many secrets,That circulate within.
The only way to keep,Our friendships woven tight,Is to keep in contact always,And then we’ll be alright!

walking as angels

WALKING AS ANGELS©

We laid back and let it all flow out the topic of trust never once had a doubt,for within my mind and heart as well was an image and vibe as clear as a bell.You were very special to me and more I had a feeling inside I never felt before.A trust so great and strong I wanted this trust to take away all the wrong and return to me a mended soul.My mended soul would then release a new angel beside the other oneand together we would stroll the heavens,our times are over and done.For we have then won the battle within and now we rest for created we have a personality twin,Think alike, talk alike, say the same thing.
It is time we are to ascendfor we have reached the territory of a best friend
But friendships break even the best of ones then all me have established becomes undone.Your job as my angel is then complete because you have left me with only my pen and sheet

I am now forced to record what I feel to something unlike you and I,it's not real.I'm talking to myself, every single word I write to paper but what I'm saying goes left unheard.
All this because of you my angel, you are no longer beside me though I beg and plea our friendship just wasn't meant to be.
But do not worry my pen is okay For within my heart our memories will always stay,Forever...
because a part of you will be with me always, to forget you Never...

this is a poem i read and i liked alot and thought to share it with you my friends,as well it is dedicated to all of my friends who left me.

A Change...........

Sitting alone in my room thinking of what is happing with me,and why did my life change like that its really weird,i feel unhappy and lonely,i was thinking that i had lots of friends and a good amount of true friends but then i stoped and think and found out that all the friends i have are not true friends i found out that maybe i only have 4 true friends and not more,i started to remember some old days of last year,and saw all the changes that happend during that year or the last months,they were alot,lots of my friends has changed and not knowing why and what are the reasons but i thought and found out that it is maybe cuz they just found new ppl and new friends so they dont need me anymore,i feel really sad really sad,and thought why is this happining to me what did i do to get this,and what should i do next,but i thought again that those ppl whom i'v been concedering them as my friends turned out to be just normall ppl who just came throw my ife and are now vanishing,those ppl who changed into other ppl who dont care anymore who found new ppl around them,if they really changed for sth i did or said which am sure that thats not the reasone,they have to come to me and tell me whats up whats wrong and why did they change and why are they doing this,i really hate to lose them like this,but if this is what they want then i have to accept it.
Am bored of this life i sometimes just think to go away and leave this life cuz i am full of being unhappy, i then said noo its not like that this is not the way to solve the problems i dont hae to run away from them all i have to do is to face them,so i started to make some changes in my life hoping that this new year will be better,starting from just caring for the ppl who care and are always there when ever i need them, and then i excluded some ppl from my life who really dont deserve to be there,and entered some new things to my life,starting from changing my look,had a new hair cut which really changed my mood and felt as if am a new person,now am going to work on changing my body,going to the gym and build my body,which is really an important thing i have to do,then decided to start staying more with my family cuz its really nice to be with your family who really loves yu and care alot for you and all what they want is to make you happy,so we decided to go for a vacation which is going to be a short one only for 4 days but it will be a change,am sure that in those 4 days i can relax and forget every thing so that when am back i will be a new person with new dreams to achive.
Going back to friends,am really sad that in 27 days i will have to say good bye to my best friend or whom i can call sister,she is going to leave me and get married and live away out of jordan,i cant just stop thinking of how am going to live without her, i know that this should happen and i know that am going to miss her alot,cuz she's always there for me really always whenever i needed her,and i know that she will stay always my best friend no matter what will happen,i will miss you alot fofo and am going to hate the day am going to say good bye,well i hope that you will be happy with your new life and i really wish you happines always and i want to tell you that i will never forget you my dear never and ever.
Now going back to the friends i have here i hope that nth will change and that we will stay friends for ever,i dont want anything to change and i hope that we will not lose each other,and i want to tell you that am still waiting you always to come back and knock the door of my heart and be sure that i will open the door for you if you really ment it,i hope that you will re remember all the happy days we had together and think of all the other coming days that we r going to enjoy.
know i pray to God to help me in this new year and be with me always and help me make my dreams come true,and hope that this year will be a good year fulled with happiness and love,the love which i guess i lost it but hope that it will come back again or maybe a new one will come to fill my life and make me happy,oooohhh i dont know what to say more but i will now leave you guys to go back and continue your day,and live every second in it second by second and dont let any thing make you fell depressed try to fight every thing and am sure you will and you can .....

yours always
hadoosheh