The End
will every thing end soon
will every one just leave me alone
will anyone even understand me
will anyone stands with me or up with me
will anybody care for what i feel
will anyone bother him/herself to ask about me
will anyone even think that am suffering of lots
but no one see this cuz i keep smiling
cuz i dont want people to know
but they keep on just hurting me
and balming me for everything
is it cuz am the good one always
is it cuz i always forgive everyone
and dont blame them for anything
is it cuz they think i am the one who can handel everything
as they see me the one who's holding the world on my shoulders
i never nag on anything they do that bothers me
i keep it all inside my heart as sorrows
they just dont see this
they see nothing they know nothing
all they want is them to be happy
they dont care for others feelings
its just me who is to be blame when sth goes wrong
its just me the one 2 be blamed if i do sth out of control
i am in a black hole i dont know what to do
i dont know what will happen next
i actually dont know if there is ppl out there who even cares 4 me
i am not sure anymore if i do have friends
i am not sure if anyone even care for what i feel
i feel like hell but never say
i keep everything inside so not to make anyone feel guilty
or make them sad or ruien anyones day
its always me who's good
this is me i cant change
i like being the good one
but i hate being good and no one appretiates it
well i guess this is it this is life
i can do nothing anymore
i'v always fighted over things 2 be better
i'v always tried to make everybody happy
i'v always been there for my friends
when ever they wanted me
i'v lsn to them talked and comforted them
but got nth in return
am not asking for anything in return
cuz i give and never wait to get
but all am asking is to leave me alone
i'v got lots of things in my head,,,my heart
i feel like a bomb which will just blow in any min
and i dont want to blow out infront of anyone
and hurt them
thats why i want to be left alone
please if i hurted anyone by anyway
am asking for them to forgive me
and i promise that i will never hurt them again
cuz i will be leaving their life
hope it will be for good
now good bye
byee
byeee
posted by Sweet Scorpio @ Sunday, July 09, 2006
3 comments
3 Comments:
what a beautful poem i loved soo much dear huda what i want to say that i know u feel bad some times about things that happens with u now and then and i feel the same how u feel because i am your samall sister and i care about u and i if the person our thinking about him is not caring and not helpful then try to make some new friends and meet the one you were looking for or if he was looking for u same lol and hope u the luck and the best with whom u love o hope u stay togather for ever 7ayati o god bless u mwaaa
your sis ghadoora :)
who said its the end,its never the end you are stronger than to give up come on dear ur not the kind of people who gives up easily whats wrong,come on just have faith in what you want and you know that u'll get it :) wish you the best of luck :)
urs ;)
remember that am always here 4 you even the distance between us but you know that you can count on me whenever you need me and be sure that if all the world left you i will never leave you dear :)
God Bless You
george
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