Until When

until when am i going to keep waiting for you

until when am i going to keep forgiving you

tell me until when am i always going to be good

until when am i going to suffer from things you do

tell me why you do this why you keep hurting me

you lied about your feelings

you didnt always mean what u said....

whenever we get close suddenly everything vanishes

I wonder why all this happens,i know why....

but after it vanishes it rises again

and better than before,but it doesnt stay long

is it that you like to hurt me

does it just make you feel good

becuase you know that i love you

and will always forgive you and never forget you

is it because of that....

well dear this time this is whats going to vanish

my feeling will vanish becuse you hurt me deep

my soul is in deep sorrow crying

not crying becuase of you

but crying on me

telling me you'v been too good

you loved him alot

he doesnt even deserve it

but i keep forgiving you

hoping we will be together one day and forever

but it seems hopeless, cuz you love her

i dont know if she deserve your love

but all i wish for you is to be happy

and wish that she will make you happy

if this is what you want

i will give up on you

you had lots of chances

days and years have passed

and nothing changed

it only kept repeating its self

so its the time now for me to leave

i know that i will leave my prints every where

and i dont regret anything and i will never regret it

you'v been my everything...

but this is Gods well now

i guess its time for my heart to say good bye

but not forever because you'll be my dearest one

whom i like to talk and share everything with

all i hope now

that we will be there for each other forever

remember this always and never forget it

this is our destiny and i have to accept it as it is

i am not sure if this is the end

but i hope that we will be able to make the right decession at the end.....

i will always love you and till the end....